Journal

Week 12

(May 27th- June 3rd)

Emotional:

What a busy time! I was rushing around tons this week, finishing up everything since school ends on June 5th- my last day of high school EVER! :) We had a concert on Thursday (28th) and I had a bit of a weird experience. I just all of a sudden started crying. It was so weird! I felt happy, I didn't feel sad or anything, I was just crying and crying and I couldn't stop!!! Luckily it was after the concert and not during, but it was just the strangest thing. Everyone was like, "I guess you're going to miss this next year huh Kris?" since it was my last concert, but that wasn't what I was crying about! Very weird hormonal stuff going on... Another weird event was our garage sale, which we had on the weekend. All of a sudden, out of the blue, Chris' mother showed up! She wanted to have our "little chat". She'd been pressuring me for several weeks to have this chat but I had been very very reluctant to do so since Chris said she had been leaning heavily towards abortion. Well, I thought it was very rude of her to just show up like that, so I told her, "Why don't you call back when we're finished the garage sale and we'll see?" but she stayed there, suggesting what she thought would be good prices for what we were selling. I had to go into the house and fake sick before she finally left! I heard later from Chris that she said she was planning on taking me to the Women's Centre, to find out about abortion and then once "we" had made "our" choice, we would go ahead with it... I don't ever want to talk to that woman if she's just going to try to pressure me into abortion! I've already made my choice, it's not anyone else's choice to make!

Physical:

Still nauseous, mostly in the mornings... still feeling so tired too, but everything is going ok...

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