Emotional:
It's been a pretty confusing week. I moved back home on the weekend.
This was actually my mother's idea. She seems to think that even though
we have problems getting along, it's best that I'm at home. Unfortunately,
my mother and I really don't get along. She has a few control issues
and wants to be the same kind of parent she was when I was say, 8
years old. I'm trying my best to just ignore her, but it's getting
increasing difficult since her controlling behaviour is hindering
my life, not to mention my sleep and schoolwork.
School is also becoming increasingly difficult. As I get more and more
tired, it becomes harder to get things done in the same way I used to.
I'm still hanging on however...
The good news is that things between Chris and I are going great. He's the shining star in my life right now, and he really wants to stick around to help look after our baby together. I really love him and hope that everything we dream about will come true. :) Physical:
Ok, I was wrong about last week being the week of nausea- this week is. I've asked Chris to remind me not to eat out until I haven't been sick to my stomach for a week. I keep wanting to eat anything cause everything looks so good but there are just some things your stomach can't handle. Also, my allergies have kicked in pretty badly and since I can't take any medication because it might harm the baby, I'm pretty much stuck with itchy watery eyes and sneezing fits for a few weeks.
Ohter physical stuff is that I'm noticing my body begining to change! I've got a little bit of a tummy now and only two of my four regular pairs of pants are fitting. Even though I've only gained a few pounds, the shape is pretty different! Also, I've noticed that my stomach is getting kind of hard. The skin is more stretched out, and when you poke the skin on my lower stomach, it doesn't "squish" in as much as it used to.